Take it like a man.

Shhh

2010-01-14T19:35:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but,
I love secrets.
I love them.
Even if i don't know
who did them.

Candles.

2010-01-03T16:49:00.002+08:00

I am 15 in 3 days. (:
MEGA COUNTDOWN.
Haha, I am not that excited.
Only a small wee bit.
I dont even know what I am getting.
Well, I do know from my aunty and godpa,
They got me a book
I can so tell by the wrapping.
Or maybe I have too much skillz. (:

I can't believe

2010-01-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

I love you so much,
You don't know.
I love you so much,
You will know.

You are my best friend,
I love that.
You are my boyfriend,
I love that.

I love you with all my heart. (:
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. (:
I love you, Blake.

Here,

2010-01-01T15:32:00.004+08:00

SAY WHATTT?
IT IS 2010.
That is so strange.

I partied last night on with Ameera, Alyssa, Paris, Matt and Ed. (:
We are such just cool people.

My birthday is in five days. (:
I iz going to be 15.
It seems so young though.

You created.

2009-12-19T09:12:00.004+08:00

I saw Love Happens yesterday.
With Becca. (:
It was quite good.
But rather depressing. D:

&&I am going to singapore. (:

If only you could see,
If only you could realized,
If only you could love.
Me.

It unfolds.

2009-12-18T10:36:00.003+08:00

I know what i want,
I know what i need,
it is you.

God damn, i am actually in love with you. it is so annoying. but, i wont have liked to all for anyone else. (:

I am going to avatar tomorrow. (:
with BECCA. (:
hahah, it looks kinda gooood.

Wishing for you

2009-12-18T08:07:00.002+08:00

I figured something yesterday,
I figured something horrible,
I figured something upsetting.

I hate this fact,
I hate that I do,
I hate it.

I love that it is you,
I love that it isnt anyone else,
I love you.

Hearttt

2009-12-17T16:12:00.001+08:00

Omg, i love Banksy
He is the best artist EVAR. (:
you have no idea.
No one actually knows who is he. (:
i love everything about him

Forever.

2009-12-17T14:03:00.002+08:00

Well, this is something i havent done in a long timee. (:
Writing on my blogg.

The last three days, i have seen three movies.
First day i saw New Moon with Alyssa, Tom, Fraser and Luca.
Second day i saw New Moon AGAIN with Calvin and his sister, (forgot her name)
Third day i saw The Princess & The Frog with my mother.
Today i saw Alice in Wonderland. (:
it is quite sad i know all the words. :DDDD

With me.

2009-11-27T01:58:00.002+08:00

You
You make
You make yourself
You make yourself happy
You make yourself happy, live
You make yourself happy, live your
You make yourself happy, live your
You make yourself happy, live your own
You make yourself happy, live your own life
You make yourself happy, live your own life and
You make yourself happy, live your own life and love
You make yourself happy, live your own life and love yourself

Oh god, i love Ben Semple. he is da bomb. (:
hahaha, i must say. TODAY, saturday. We have been together for 2 months.
I miss him. ):

you're a dancer not a lover.

2009-10-13T20:58:00.001+08:00

SCHOOOL.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
hating it. (:
hated by it.

Doing physics homework

ahdtnk;egsdnk;htes;kfn;khtagnsek;rg. (:

2009-09-27T07:11:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome day yesterday. (:
it was fun. me and ameera went to the skatepark and saw mansur, osama, sverre, hanif and adam. funny people. (:
they hate me. oh, yes
haha. i met matt, he is ok.
and then we went to plaza mont kiara and i met paris and melissa.
they are awesome. haha.

we are so going to do that next weekend.

why can't you?

2009-09-26T08:34:00.002+08:00

Are you waiting for a special occasion to give me your heart?n Because I need a little confirmation to make a real start.

2009-09-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH.
i still hate her. well, i hate her more.

BEATING HEART, BABY.
sorry. i love that song.

no more.

2009-09-23T11:09:00.002+08:00

you dont know how much you piss me off.
everything you do annoys me. i hate you. i hate you so much.
you told him not to talk to me. why?
that is stupid. you and i both know that he loves me. haha.
you copy everything. you do and we all know it.
i hate everything you do. argh. you dont understand.
i know that she is like poland but i am not.
i dont think i could be. ever.
sorry. i say it but i dont believe it.

you drop a coin into the sea.

2009-09-22T10:38:00.004+08:00

the night starts here. the night starts here.
forget your name. forget your fear. (:

i have the song stuck in my head. it is pretty awesome song tooo.

i <3 the fantastic four

(we are probably the most awesomest people in the world)

8hours.

2009-09-22T10:19:00.000+08:00

Created by Recipe Star

dragonette.

2009-09-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

I LOVE DRAGONETTE.
dragonette is awesome as.
you have no idea.
I L O V E DRAGONETTE.

haha. (:

Alyssa's day.

2009-09-21T08:02:00.002+08:00

I haven't done this in ages.
but i am not going to tell you my life story. (which is what has happened since i blogged last)
that is no point. if you want to know ask me not stalk me.

not yesterday but the day before i went to alyssa's house for HER BIRTHDAY.
oh, yes. and we went out and met some pretty awesome people. who i forgot the names of. (: but they are pretty awesome. that is all i am saying.
and yesterday i went to 1utama and saw luke. tehehehe and then when luke left alyssa, ameera and i watched the ugly truth. that was a pretty awesome movie. i like it alot. (:
and then my parents came to her house for dinner/lunch thingy. we had a roast. :D
and ohmigee. alyssa's cat is the cutest ugliest thing EVER. (:
and i was lying on the floor on the computer and then one of alyssa's dogs was watching me and carefully put one of it's paws over me and started humping me. omg i freaked and ran.
later me and alyssa were half watching a movie half 'fighting' with someone.
the movie was so strange. and the fighting was SO BAD. it was quite funny.
me and alyssa just laughed and laughed. they couldnt fight it was depressing. it is like please get a good comeback.

-Chloee. (:

the days.

2009-08-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

i iz bored as hell. (:
sunday i saw sebastien :D
tuesday ameera slept over.
wednesday i saw sebastien again (:
today, dying of boredom
tomorrow seeing jasmine
saturday maybe athena?
sunday going out with claudine, joyce, ameera
school starting wednesday (:
yaaay.

<3

2009-08-18T20:56:00.002+08:00

i love ameera so so so so much.
AMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERAAMEERA
I HAVE TO SAY HER NAME OVER AND OVER AGAIN CUZ I LOVE HER SO MUCH.
SHE IS MY LIFE.

isnt it hard?

2009-07-19T16:20:00.004+08:00

i remember you.
do you remember me?
do you want to remember me?
will you ever remember me?
i am just in your past?
you said it to me but did mean it?
will there ever be a real reason for you to hate me?
did you know that i cried because of what you said?
will you ever really know how much i love you?
is there anything i can do to make you stop hating me?
i thought we had something. did you ever think that?
will you ever talk to me again?
how can i ever trust you?
why did you have to do this to me?
did you know that i understood you?
did you know when i call you ugly it is only because i was scared to tell you how i really felt?

i bet you will never know the truth.

i am love struck.

2009-07-18T14:52:00.004+08:00

sighh. i love him so much more than i love mario && hollywood undead (:

oh. and i have a facebook stalker.
i know who it is :O

i want candy dead

2009-07-18T12:35:00.005+08:00

this is happiness.
dig yourself right back out.
a treasure chest to keep you biting.
one of my favourite songs. (:

i iz gonna miss joyce && ameera && alyssa. while i iz in englandd.
i am soooo goonna take thousands of pictures :D
you guys are awesome. and can always make me chuckle. [doodle] chuckle chuckle chuckle

i think only one person would understand why i put doodle there. (:
but he doesnt know i have a blog. [neh]

sighh. my neh fights.
this person doesnt read my blog either but that was fun. NEH

you are awesome as. and i love you so much.
i wanna play wow. you know like everything about it.
i love that you call me. but i get so tired. and if you are tired tell me (:
16th. i cant wait. (:
i cant stop thinking about you. you have taken over my brain. ahh
but i love it.
and i love you.
my sexy cabbage. hahaha
xx

2009-07-16T19:27:00.001+08:00

I LOVE JDOG.
he is so awesome. i love himm.
him is an awesome singerr.
&& i love his mask

(i still hate her)

tell me how do my leftover taste

2009-07-15T20:11:00.001+08:00

you cant keep your legs closed

you're cheap and disturbing.

i know it is part of a song. but it so reminds me of someone.

2009-07-15T14:00:00.001+08:00

I HATE HER SO MUCH.
you have no idea. arghh.

ilovejdog. (:

JOYCE JOYCE AND AMEERA ARE HERE

bubblegum octopus

2009-07-11T17:36:00.003+08:00

i love bubblegum octopus (:

You're a bad cat man
You're a bad cat man yes you are
You're a bad cat man
You're so bad I hope you die

You are so bad
You are so bad
You are so bad
I hate you so much I hope you die

You're a bad cat man
How did you get out of your cage?
You're a bad cat man
I'm gonna punch you in the face

We have rules that I hope you follow,
If you don't I'll cut you up
I have friends that have fur and fangs yeah,
They'll bite of your ugly head

Now, this battle is a storm, absorbing flames of butterflies, I make your flesh warm.
The birds will sing the dirge now of absolute defeat.
The second evil cat has fallen, dogs consume their meat

Pictures.

2009-07-09T19:31:00.002+08:00

i love this picture
and this
we look sexyy. :D

well, thank you azrin. you have an amazing camera.
who took the picture?

Eisteddfod

2009-07-08T15:32:00.002+08:00

CREST WON EISTEDDFOD.
We are the coolest ever.
and we rock. oh yes

sultan came last. thank god for that (:
i hate them. they are so up themselves.

'i can if i want to'

2009-07-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

i need helena to come home. so i can call her. or she could get a handphonee. haha
annoying. but i love helena anyway. :D

cough cough

2009-07-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

► Chloe || Don't let it go to your head says:
why did you gave me such a bitchy look today?
- azrin. says:
coz i still hate you
► Chloe || Don't let it go to your head says:
thanks

party everyday.

2009-07-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

talk your shit you're only making me famous.

i just have something to say. if YOU are reading this. stop saying hi to me. you know i am not replying. and you say it in that fake voice of yours.

omg. last music lesson ever :D

hahaha. and sorry joyce because i scared you. about your camera. I LOVE YOU
omgg.
I LOVE CJ HAASY

die. like NOW

2009-07-04T21:01:00.003+08:00

omg. four things and counting. haha. it is quite lame because i so look at their profile THAT much. haha. i am going to check if any else of those ugly shit things did it too. they are just following the queen of uglyness. you know what would be really funny. if they die. haha. like slowly. but like soon.
omg. the world would be a better place.
fingers crossed it happens soon. (:
THOSE THINGS ARE SO UGLY IT MAKES ME SICK

...

2009-07-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

ohh. azrin
► Chloe || I can watch a sunset on my own said:
i love my sister's camera.
- azrin. says:
fag
► Chloe || I can watch a sunset on my own says:
me?
- azrin. says:
no shit
► Chloe || I can watch a sunset on my own says:
thanks

haha. thanks azrin

Why in god's name cyberbully?

2009-06-27T09:53:00.003+08:00

When it comes to cyberbullying, they are often motivated by anger, revenge or frustration. Sometimes they do it for entertainment or because they are bored and have too much time on their hands and too many tech toys available to them. Many do it for laughs or to get a reaction. Some do it by accident, and either send a message to the wrong recipient or didn't think before they did something. The Power-hungry do it to torment others and for their ego. Revenge of the Nerd may start out defending themselves from traditional bullying only to find that they enjoy being the tough guy or gal. Mean girls (do you have the same person in mind?) do it to help bolster or remind people of their own social standing. And some think they are righting wrong and standing up for others.

Bullying has been around forever but cyberbullying is different because it lets a bully remain anonymous. It is easier to bully in cyberspace than it is to bully face to face. With cyberbullying a bully can pick on people with much less risk of being caught.

Bullies are natural instigators and in cyberspace bullies can enlist the participation of other students who may be unwilling to bully in the real world. Kids who stand around doing nothing in a real life bullying incident often become active participants in online harassment.

The detachment afforded by cyberspace makes bullies out of people who would never become involved in a real life incident. The Internet makes bullying more convenient and since the victim’s reaction remains unseen people who wouldn’t normally bully don’t take it as seriously.

Because their motives differ, the solutions and responses to each type of cyberbullying incident has to differ too. Unfortunately, there is no "one size fits all" when cyberbullying is concerned. Only two of the types of cyberbullies have something in common with the traditional schoolyard bully. Experts who understand schoolyard bullying often misunderstand cyberbullying, thinking it is just another method of bullying. But the motives and the nature of cybercommunications, as well as the demographic and profile of a cyberbully differ from their offline counterpart.

Schools take all types of bullying seriously. As soon as the cyberbullying starts go to school officials for help. Cyberbullying is often an extension or escalation of bullying that is already happening at school.

Cyber bullying, as it has become known, includes text or images posted on personal websites or transmitted via email or cell phones.

Most often, cyber bullying is just another tool for the person who bullies face-to-face. However, it is becoming more common for those who are being bullied in the playground to retaliate online.

Sometimes cyber bullying happens as a result of a relationship break up. It can also be based on fear or prejudice. And sometimes, some young people just think it is a “fun game”.

(Thanks to our assembly) (:

Lesbian What?

2009-06-26T16:06:00.002+08:00

haha. FLASHBACK to tuesday (:
after school i was like to joyce today we watched a french movie called he loves me, he loves me not
and joyce was like Lesbian what?
Chuckle chuckle chuckle

funny picturee. haha hover cat :D

pic pic pictures

2009-06-25T20:16:00.001+08:00

omgg. i love this picturee.

OH. and this :D

it is so funnny

AZRIN

2009-06-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

AZRIN, i am sorry for putting that on my blog.

and i want noodle soup

they be hating

2009-06-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

if you really wanna read my blog read this:

► Chloe | O M G. i hate youu. oh FATTY says:
azrin?
- azrin. says:
hello
► Chloe | O M G. i hate youu. oh FATTY says:
you are aware of the fact that your profile picture is like the same as helena's old one. right?
- azrin. says:
she can get mad. i don't care
there are 458763045729837-1023948-2895704765283746238756 people around the world doing it aswell
► Chloe | O M G. i hate youu. oh FATTY says:
but you dont know them
- azrin. says:
so i suppose all those ppl are copying her aswell?
she thinks she owns everything
god i really hate her
she thinks she's the first one to come up with everything
a,sjdhfkjhsbdfvkjhbashdjhgfkugklsjhdbvalsdhbf
aklfhjalskdjbvalskjdfh'asdf
h'sofibjh;

IT MAKES ME SO MAD

well, i had school and we had this thing on CYBER BULLYING

school.

2009-06-22T19:33:00.003+08:00

yesterday, i felt sooo sooo soo soo sick.
but i am OK noww.

music there was a FIRE drill.
pe SOFTBALL. i got two people out :D
science. ew. i hate it. but i have yasmin. butt she isnt going to be here tomorrow :(
maths. i was so so so so tired.

nothing interesting happened. haha.

FATHER'S DAY

2009-06-21T16:48:00.002+08:00

omg. it is father's day,
we put father's day and my dad's birthday into one (:
because my sister and him may not be here.
and we got him an ipod. (:

YUCKKK. i am sickk. ew.
i have such a headache, and a cold. eww.
i hate it. eww
the germs. ew.
and NO i dont have swine flu. (:

red. as in mad

2009-06-21T10:15:00.004+08:00

no ones reads my blog. so i am putting this up (:

- azrin. says:
it's official
Shannen is 100% bitch
i hope she gets run-over by a truck
and dies
then i wanna dance on her grave
► Chloe | Never thought it would come to this says:
..
dont be mean
- azrin. says:
she's a fag
► Chloe | Never thought it would come to this says:
why?
- azrin. says:
coz she's butting in to this fight and insulting my friends (:
fag
g2g have breakfast
bb
► Chloe | Never thought it would come to this said (10:08 AM):
.. you are insulting my friends

AHH. azrin is insulting shannen and she is my friend. and he said shannen is insulting his friends. hypocrite.

AND tasha copied our tick tick boom.
WE ARE CJ HAASY TICK TICK BOOM. ours. she copied

you're a bad cat man

2009-06-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Umm.. yesterday Alyssa, Ameerea, Yasmin and I went to One Utama.
and we watched the Hannah Montana movie.
it was good. i thought it would suck
at the end of the movie we did the hoedown throwdown. it is awesome
and we turned around and figured people were still behind watching us doing that..

TODAY.
shannen came over. we walked to the park, went on the swings.
and we are such loser. we went on the computer :P
Then we went to the park again to see Helena and Ameera.
and when we were going there. shannen and i saw the cutest cat in the world. i love it's eyes.
We were walking back home with them we saw the smallest kitten ever. :D
and we went back and forth. and shannen and i had din din dinner. then we played wii for a while. we watched last comic standing.
and shannen's mum was like i am coming in eight minutes. random time :P what about ten minutes? why eight? :P

and life goes on

2009-05-18T16:31:00.002+08:00

haha.
today was funny.
science was awesome as :D
jia mae and i were really just writing on the whiteboards :D and yes the small drawing is me from jia mae.
haha. um.. volleyball. i was in group three :O
i am ANTI GROUP THREEE!
but i was with sarah. :D yaay
music. omg. all we did was take pictures.

oh and my boyfriend is a stalker :P
but i love him
if you are reading this Azrin, you mean the world to me. i love you. i really do.
you are awesome as :D

never.

2009-05-02T11:08:00.001+08:00

omg. i am so boredd.
butt i dont want to leave the house.
yuckk. i can't be bothered to moveee.
hahaa

my sexy little peanut

2009-05-01T12:05:00.003+08:00

OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG
AMEERA IS FOURTEEN!!
tehehe. she had a partyy. wooo. that was awesome.
and we watched the uninvited. lamee. it is quite lamee.
andd i hate thalia. she is too pretty. it isn't fair :(
teheeh. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ameera's mum's cookingg. it is awesome.
yummyyy. :D

when we party we party hard. :)

2009-04-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

OMG
tomorrow it is ameera's partyyy. wooooooooo.
the fun. and the joyy. haha. i am so excited. :D:D
haha. cant waitttt

errr. lets think. school. school. school. ummm.
BORING. as usual. who doesnt think school is boringg?
i had ict. ew. stupid ict. i kinda died. it was killing me inside..
history. i had ms page-jones. that is nothing more to say.
omg. the girl that looks like ms page-jones said hi to me. she was like hey chloe.
strange. i dunno who she is. haha.
english. we spent half the lesson learing something we were supposed to learn last year. haha
drama was boringg. jeremy and vikram was stalking the people in the room next to us.

and after school. it was RAINING. yaay.
fun fun fun. we partied in the rain. and my shirt was so see through. hahaha
:O.

xx.

the first day. the first full day. the first full fantastic day.

2009-04-21T18:41:00.005+08:00

Alyssa came backk todayy. she seems sick though :(
mr allen got so pissed at me. because i wasnt listening
first full day being singlee. :)
and i MAY go to ameera's partyy. i really wanna.
i have to go take a picture for my pasport. i dont want to.

xx

a long time ago

2009-04-20T18:40:00.004+08:00

omg. i haven't write in here for like agess. haha.
but now i am. since prom i haven't writen. well, since then.
i broke up with tom. and had millions of other boyfriends. haha
um.. jarred dumped me today after 5 weeks and 6 days.
and i think i am finee.
ameera helped ALOT. we were dancing today during lunchh. haha.
we are awesomee. and alyssa didnt come to school todayy. :(
i did cry. but i feel finee.
for once i am proud to say I AM SINGLEE!!

xx

the day after today

2008-12-11T18:55:00.003+08:00

it is prom tomorrrow. the joy...
i am not that excited.

xx

(out)

2008-11-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

yesterday was Yasmin's surprise partyyy. :D:D that was so awesomeeee. and we went to a place [watever it was called] hated itt. yuckk. boring placeee.
and today i went out with ameera, alssya, tom and freddy and we watched quarantine. ohh that was kinda funny but scaryy [in a wayyy]. :P. and we went to a bra shoppp :D:D. fun fun fun. hahah.

xx

[nothing to write]

2008-11-28T15:12:00.004+08:00

rawrrr. today was maths testt. PANICC! scaryy. it was kinda hard.
i love ameera, helena, esme, athena, alex ETC ETC ETC... :)
rawrr. my friends are da bomb.

xx

confused is the main word

2008-11-26T20:27:00.004+08:00

well... i have done my homeworkk. scaryyy, i know.
:D. but i am just that good. not reallly i got confused
we were sorting out tables. and helena was panicking:P. hahaha. not really
and all i know is that i am with helena. i dont care about anything else.
:D. and i am with ameera i think :S. confusedd.
goshh. life is so hardd. :D.
school tomorrow well we had school todayy. but HEY!
i know i am confusingg

xx

havent a clue

2008-10-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

well todayy i went to someone's house that i have no clue who they aree.

:D:D

and ameera is coming to my house next weekendddd. :D:D

love love. i prune beetle love herrr. :D:D

rawrrrr.

and yesterday i went out with my sister, rachel and adrian. Adrian is really scaredd of mee. hahaaha. and i bought yellow nail polishhh.

this one.

2008-10-20T20:03:00.004+08:00

well,
i had school. i hurt my foot. my head hurts. and i went to the doctors and they said i am under weight. goshh. i am not. i am a perfectly heathy young girl. goshh. lame personn.
oh schoool. i hate school.
and i am confused about something that 2 people know of. :D:D>
funn. i had a science test todayyy. ewwwwwww

P.A.T.T [party all the time]

2008-10-20T19:52:00.003+08:00

well on saturday was li shan's partyyy. wooo.

rawrrr. i slept over at vishy's house after. and i woke her up at 8:30am. :D:D:D

funn. lol.

li shan partyy. fun fun fun. i was the first one to danceee. goshhhh. and i played a song for Athena but no one heard it apart for herrr:D:D. i love Athena it was really randomm. haha. i cried. PAINSS! funn.. :.

and we played truth or dare. but mostly dareee. we did like one truth. strangee. cant we just play dare or .. dare???

lol:P

i had an awesome time at her partyy. :D.

this is the day

2008-10-17T15:54:00.002+08:00

today jai mae hurt me :(:(
goshh. but esme kissed it betterrr. :D:D. yaayy
and i brought my old phone to school. sigh* i love my old phonee :P

todayy. of all days

2008-10-11T16:19:00.001+08:00

goshh. i haven't done anything todayy. lamee. i have be a bumm. sitting down. and SLEEPING!. goshhh. i am lamee. :D:D
and i am watching a movie. fun.

Homework[ing]

2008-10-05T15:13:00.003+08:00

haaha. i am 'doing' my homework. haha. fun fun fun. i am 'doing' history.
i dont care about what happened in the past i am living in the present. duhhh.
oh and i had tae kwon do today. I HATE IT. HATE HATE HATE!
goshh. life is so hard doing things i dont want to. like HOMEWORK! and i have so much of it to do as well.

selamat hari raya is the word[s]

2008-10-04T16:32:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! to all
haha. i went to my dad's friends house.
THE JOY! if you know me i was only jokingggg.
rawrrr. butt i got food. so everything is okk. :D:D.
oh and my phone isnt working. :D
and i haven't done any of my homeworkkk. hehee. opps

that time in life

2008-09-07T11:12:00.001+08:00

i know who
i know who now
i know who now are
i know who now are my
i know who now are my true
i know who now are my true friends.
and I LOVE THEM!

different feeling

2008-09-07T11:04:00.002+08:00

i think i love him. i cant stop thinking about him.
it is ALL i think aboutt. everything i do reminds me of him..
goshhh. i cant wait to see him on mondayy. :D:D.
goshhh. life is so hard without him. haha.
have to do homeworkkk

Hard luck

2008-09-06T15:38:00.002+08:00

goshh,
so my best friend left me. i crieddd.
:D
well now i know who my friends really are
and oh i have been cyber bullied so muchh.
i have a boyfriend and i am scared he is going to break my heart. he is so cutee. i love himm.
i want to talk to him but i dont know his email or numberr... so that doesnt help and he is so perfect. he is in my science, english and maths class. so.. i see him every dayy. :D
goshhh.
write laterrr.
bye

the heart of tears

2008-06-15T10:48:00.002+08:00

on friday i cried my heart out. i cried and cried.
for two different reasons.
one because the guy i liked for 1 and a half is dating my friend
second because my best friend is changing

stab in the heart

2008-05-13T19:33:00.002+08:00

goshhh.
this guy thinks i like his friend but i dont and never did even though this guy is my ex boyfriend. haha. and this guy thinks i like him. whyy would i? and i asked another guy out and i dont like him. i like this other guy but he is scared of me. goshh. love is so hard. but me and sarah are anti-guys. haha

jellyfish's day

2008-05-11T12:48:00.002+08:00

joyce is thirteen now. yaay. now we are the same age.
i tried calling her but she didnt pick up so i left a message saying happy birthday twice.
goshh. yaay. the third time i called she picked up but she was baking cupcakes. and i baked brownies. hehe. how awesome can we get?? haha. i love joycee. she is da bomb

a day for mothers

2008-05-11T12:35:00.002+08:00

well.. it is mothers day.
and i havent done anything for my mother. goshh. i did wash up though and then she got really angry at me. she got angry that i havent clean my bedroom. but i have she just doesnt go in to my room. i mean what is her use of going there any way? i dont even sleep in that room. goshh. i was trying to study and my mum says lets go out. i said i am studying and she didnt believe me. she never does. i hate it.
going back to study!

never again

2008-05-10T16:15:00.003+08:00

i dont love him anymore.
i wont love him anyomore.
i cant love him anymore.
i know who he loves now. and it is not me anymore. it is my friend. sad.
but i fell for someone else now. and he doesnt knows this. he doesnt care. he isnt mean to me about it. he doesnt tell the whole world. that i love him. he still talks to me. ha. i hate you. goshh. now you know. i hate you. i want you to know this. i know i dont have to fell sad and empty inside. i dont have to wish for you to come back. i dont have to stay wake at night thinking where we went wrong. i just sleep thinking about they way he smiled at me. we could have been something really good but then you just left me all by myself. alone. making me like nothing, nothing at all. you told me when i was with another you still loved me. i got over you then you said that. and now you act like it is my fault. you act like you didnt say that, but i remember i still do. now just go away GET OUT OF MY HEAD! i want to forget everything that happened. i want not to know you. i want to walk past you and hold my head up and smile. i hate myself because i loved you. i LOVED you. i have no clue why you are ugly and mean and cruel and heartless

the birthday of a jellyfish

2008-05-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

it is joyce's birthday tomorrow.
she is going to be a grandma like me. thirteen. our grandma years.
i baked her a cake. fun! and i brought her three bags. and i am making her a jellyfish because i call her larry the jellyfish. haha. but the jellyfish i am making it and it went wrong. opps. joyce will still love me (i hope) and it is mothers day on her birthday so.. AHHH!

a bum heart

2008-05-10T15:32:00.002+08:00

life..
my friends are the best.. most of them. so are really annoying =]
i love ameera gorman.
i love helena paver.
i love joyce shih.
i love my bum(athena) and i am her ass.
athena and ii are the science bums. haha we have like 6 songs, one about a rat boy(greg) and a rich boy(ben). lol. the science bums have eal science (not really we just say that)
joyce and ii at the most randomNess people you can get. lol. i baked a cake for joyce and i said everyone would die after eating it. but look i am still here. everyone told me the cake was good. at least one thing in my life works. and athena said i love your cake not you. meanyy. i still love her. she ALWAYS does that to me. like at helena's party we were 'it' and someone saw us and ran and i said we are not THAT ugly and she was like i maybe not but u r. i like died of laughter.
and some guy likes me and i pretend to like him. and then he went a little to far and asked me out. then i told him the truth. i felt so mean. maybe because i am?? and this guy is trying to change so i like. but he comes up to like my knee. haha. and he is always like i love you. i dunno wat to say so i say i love you.
well i had a little obbession with a guy ok fine it was a HUGE obbession and now i like his friend. AHH! and the guy i like knows i like him but i dont think he believes me. haha. and he is scared of me because he knows what i did to the obbession guy. hahaha
ameera is so funny i love her. she was talking about this guy and she was like to me you would make such ugly babies it would be half nigga.