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never again
Saturday, May 10, 2008 4:15 PM /
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i dont love him anymore.
i wont love him anyomore.
i cant love him anymore.
i know who he loves now. and it is not me anymore. it is my friend. sad.
but i fell for someone else now. and he doesnt knows this. he doesnt care. he isnt mean to me about it. he doesnt tell the whole world. that i love him. he still talks to me. ha. i hate you. goshh. now you know. i hate you. i want you to know this. i know i dont have to fell sad and empty inside. i dont have to wish for you to come back. i dont have to stay wake at night thinking where we went wrong. i just sleep thinking about they way he smiled at me. we could have been something really good but then you just left me all by myself. alone. making me like nothing, nothing at all. you told me when i was with another you still loved me. i got over you then you said that. and now you act like it is my fault. you act like you didnt say that, but i remember i still do. now just go away GET OUT OF MY HEAD! i want to forget everything that happened. i want not to know you. i want to walk past you and hold my head up and smile. i hate myself because i loved you. i LOVED you. i have no clue why you are ugly and mean and cruel and heartless
the birthday of a jellyfish
it is joyce's birthday tomorrow.
she is going to be a grandma like me. thirteen. our grandma years.
i baked her a cake. fun! and i brought her three bags. and i am making her a jellyfish because i call her larry the jellyfish. haha. but the jellyfish i am making it and it went wrong. opps. joyce will still love me (i hope) and it is mothers day on her birthday so.. AHHH!
a bum heart
life..my friends are the best.. most of them. so are really annoying =]i love ameera gorman.i love helena paver.i love joyce shih.i love my bum(athena) and i am her ass.athena and ii are the science bums. haha we have like 6 songs, one about a rat boy(greg) and a rich boy(ben). lol. the science bums have eal science (not really we just say that)joyce and ii at the most randomNess people you can get. lol. i baked a cake for joyce and i said everyone would die after eating it. but look i am still here. everyone told me the cake was good. at least one thing in my life works. and athena said i love your cake not you. meanyy. i still love her. she ALWAYS does that to me. like at helena's party we were 'it' and someone saw us and ran and i said we are not THAT ugly and she was like i maybe not but u r. i like died of laughter.and some guy likes me and i pretend to like him. and then he went a little to far and asked me out. then i told him the truth. i felt so mean. maybe because i am?? and this guy is trying to change so i like. but he comes up to like my knee. haha. and he is always like i love you. i dunno wat to say so i say i love you.well i had a little obbession with a guy ok fine it was a HUGE obbession and now i like his friend. AHH! and the guy i like knows i like him but i dont think he believes me. haha. and he is scared of me because he knows what i did to the obbession guy. hahahaameera is so funny i love her. she was talking about this guy and she was like to me you would make such ugly babies it would be half nigga.